Skeptic thoughts

O God! Undo my past. My feet wedged in that marsh, I cannot move no more, Like a spooky night it comes, It clutches my back, Jolts me and retells me of, What I had done, What I had seen, It moves me from poise, Stability no more comes in me, And that obstinate moment, for I speak, Which makes me doomed and perished, Sighs of past and sins I commit, Things I have done with people, For them even God cannot forgive me, My belief says I am no more a human, I am a body of man with an evil soul, My fat is predestined to fatal results, For the things, I have done with anyone, For the mischiefs, for the devilish steps I had taken, I cannot apologize, I cannot bend the knee before them, because They are no more live, O God if u can, Wash my memory, undo my past For you are lord, do it, If, for then my belief bulges, I go into disbelief, I would rather say, O Lord do it, IF YOU CAN!!!!!! I am begrutten, I am jaded I can no more live with uproars I need an escape...

If my words offend you, then so be it. Let's be truly a speed breaker for all the people who think they can make a change in the society. Let's be a jammer for their signals of change. Let's be a vivid picture for all the appearances. Let's be honest with ourselves, the honesty which pays you best. Unveil all the hypocrisies and superficial glittering. The world never wants people with multiple personalities. Let's track them down for once and , if possible, for all.                    The author of multiple books and a vast literature William Shakespeare said that "a change is good if it is a good change". Beholding his argument, if we look at the ongoing changes on the world and people, the mind of mine hangs around for a while. I can't see the obstructions they make while making the change. I can't wait to see the change maker see their fate. I can't wait to see them cursing all the wrong moves...